wedding picture

one of my friends was visiting me i told here i will show you the my wedding photos
when she saw them she told me he looks so good
and look at you you look so evil
i looked to the photos and i saw it
she was right he looks good but me .....
evil....evil.....evil
all the photos ........evil
when we were engaged i told him i am not good(tiabah)
i am not an angle
i tend to argue and not to listen
he did not believe me he said no one tell that about herself
but i do because i know
when we married i tried to be good but i can't help it
he so good
i don't deserve him